Cheers

Goodbye 2023, it’s been a great year.

Some important life events of the year:

Remember starting the year with absolutely crazy and fun party, followed by the most depressed calm down stage in my life that lasted a week, and realised all I need and want is inner peace within myself.

And I attended the life-changing 10 day vipassana meditation course in Malaysia, got into a huge misery of my life afterwards, very heartbroken, constantly been in between of losing the balanced mind and resilience, served and sat in the vipassana centre in New Zealand, went to a solo trip to China and Japan, got NZ residency, and here I am.

What a year, life has taught me a lot, like every year does. 

越来越深入内在，发现无需靠任何，就能轻易找到生命的本质。就在一切🈶，背后的🈳、🈚️，是遍满一切的，不可能找不到生命的本质，因为既然是本质，那就存在于所有事物当中。看到一辆车、一棵树、一朵花，就是看到一辆车、一棵树、一朵花。

As it is, as it is. As it is, that’s the nature of life.

感谢所有来到我身边的正法，所有让我体验到生命本质的智慧。May all beings share my merit, my peace, my dhamma, my all beings be happy, be peaceful, be liberated!

此刻心里满溢着爱，愿将这份爱分享给所有的众生。

新年愿望，还是一样，愿想登出开悟的人，都登出开悟了，想玩显化、成为超级玩家的人，都能成为超级玩家，活得随心自在，丰盛美好，平安健康。

私人珍藏

 Last month of 2023!

Current state: Very much enjoying travelling alone, but also missing to have someone to cuddle.

I once lost faith to love someone, or be in a relationship, I probably still do. But what is love after all, it’s something in our nature, something we don’t have to look for but always within us, it’s us, we are the love itself. We forget about it because we put too much standards, requirements, conditions, expectations to define “love”, but love is just love, it is undefined, and unconditional.

I could feel love easier these days, with nature, scenery, food, people, friends, family, and things I love to do. But I am still confused why human make relationship so complicated that simply love couldn’t work it out. I could definitely tell this is my life lesson at the moment. 

“Love is one way traffic, just give, and do not expect anything in return.”

But in a relationship, people seeking for return, balance, fair game. I’ve met someone special, but in fact, everyone I’ve met is special enough to give me a lesson. Friends, family, partners, strangers. 

I am still learning. To love unconditionally, with a detached mind, without any fear. I know from intellectual level I could love like this without anyone, but I haven’t much experienced it. At this stage, I really enjoy being with myself, but also miss to have someone lovely to cuddle with. 

After all, being a human, I still have all these craving and clinging. 

Be patient. Be patient. Everything you’re asking, it’s working out the best way towards you.

You just gotta be patient.

Love.